When I went away to college I had to start reigning in my feelings for Mike and try to not FEEL them as much. I couldn't spend all day everyday crying about it, though I wanted to. Eventually I got it so far under control (especially when he was in grad school) that I really got a bit numb to things. I can't decide if it is good or bad that the wedding broke my icy veneer off. I feel soft and exposed.
Oh and no I will not tell you what it says inside my ring.