Still no word from CA, hopefully I will hear something tomorrow. I am working under the assumption that the job with them isn't going to work out at this point. What else can I think after six months of back and forth like this? That being the case I also starting looking again for new jobs to apply to on Tuesday. That has left me feeling really upset and confused. Because I am sick of looking, because I am so unhappy at work right now, because I don't know WHERE to look for jobs (Northern California, Southern Maryland, Southern Florida), because I don't know what type of jobs I want to look for, because maybe I want to go back to school, maybe I want to chuck it all and become homeless. You would think that being 26 would be fun, happy, easy, no mortage, no kids, no husband. Instead I think I am really having a quarter life crisis. And I don't like it one bit.
How do I fix this? How do I make myself happy?