
Today he had to be out at the Bay Bridge at 6 in the morning or something ridiculous like that. And he was just so miserable last night going to bed at 9:30 and when his alarm when off at 4:45 am I knew he didn't want to get up. I know he desperately misses his friends in NY and working for bosses that he felt he could learn from. And I feel so guilty that I took that away from him. I know I didn't TAKE it, he is an adult and he made the decision to move out here with me, and if he is unhappy he should do something about it. But I love him and I want him to be happy and I still feel like this is my fault and I somehow have to fix it. Honestly how can I enjoy my job and the opportunity it is for me if I resent it for the fact that it makes him so unhappy?
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