This is Hard!
I knew it would be tough to leave a job that I like, with people that I like, at a company I like I just didn't know how hard. I had no idea how much I would question this decision after it was made. It's too late to go back now, and I don't even know if I really want to, or if I am just scared of going forward. There is a really good chance that in 6-12 months I will not even want to look I am so happy, but right now all I am doing is looking forward into the unknown and fearing the worst.