Has it been 4 weeks?

Since my last PMS related post that is? I am seriously c-rank-y today. It would have been very kind of me to not come into work today and inflict this mood on other people, but they don't always give me a choice about that. I have meetings to go to and work to get done (the horror!!)

I am assuming it is part of PMS that I am having such a hard time figuring out what I want to wear to my BIL and his fiancee's rehearsal dinner in October that I had a nightmare about it last night! It is a rehearsal dinner so I think I should dress up, and I WANT to dress up. But at the same time, the actual dinner is at their house, which sounds fairly casual, and I want to wear my fancy red shoes that I got last holiday season for my work holiday party (because they are cute and I just want to wear them). But maybe they would be too fancy with a LBD? (LBD=little black dress) but too causal over all with dark jeans and a cute jacket? Maybe I should wear a skirt and sweater???? Damn it!!!

Good Lord I am Cranky

Sometimes I just hate how PMS makes me feel. I don't even like myself today. I know I am being a nutty, sensitive, cranky bitch, and there is nothing I can do to stop myself from feeling that way, all I can do is try really hard to not take it out on people. Which I am doing, but you know how there are some people that just like to be contrary? Well the worst thing you can do is mix one of those people with me today, and guess what, I work with one! Don't you dare fucking fight with me today about if PMS exists and if it is stupid for people to use food as a way to comfort themselves. I don't tell you it is stupid for you to be an ass. And I am sure you are so goddamn perfect as well right?? GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! I don't want to be here today!

Cookie

My PMS is serious today. I went down to the cafe to get a cookie because I am having girl pain, and I couldn't find any I wanted (they all had nuts or fruit or something) so I just got a soda. The checkout lady accidently charged me for the cookie and I didn't think about it until she had already swiped my card for $1.83. She felt bad and was all willing to try to get my money back etc or let me go over to the other little food place to look for a cookie and I almost started to CRY! OVER A COOKIE!! THAT COSTS 80 CENTS!!! I really need to go home soon. Thankfully it is Halloween Ho-Ho day here.

New TV

If you want to watch the season premiere of Veronica Mars a week early go here and they will tell you how to see it. I watched it this morning. I can't wait until next week, I have no patience. I get a new Gilmore Girls episode tonight as well! Happy Tuesday!!!

Sometimes you just gotta love being a girl, the guy in the cube next to me was eating something for breakfast that smelled just like McDonald's french fries and being that I am PMSing that is now ALL I can think about. Greasy, salty, hot, potato-y french fries. Must try to resist pull and go to gym at lunch instead! As if that will stop the craving, it won't.

Last night I put on my glasses as soon as I got home and then I had to drive to BART to get Mike and they made my head want to explode. They appear to be fine for watching TV, the computer, reading etc but as soon as I have to focus on far off things my head swims and my eyes ache and want to pop out of my head. Guess I should call and see if they can fix that huh?

Cranky

I thought I would feel better today, less cranky. I did for a little while. Not so much anymore. Can I just go home and go to bed now?

Life is boring

Well our weekend was not really fun. Mike had to work again on Saturday so that means I spent the day sitting around alone. He was also way too tired on Thursday to go to my lesson. Boo!!

See maybe this is the other reason I don't update much. What do I really have to talk about? The fact that I tried to create my own recipe for Crab Au Gratin on Saturday (it turned out okay but was really rich)? The fact that we came up to Vacaville on Sunday to go to the Timberland Factory Store to get Mike new work boots? The fact that I am dying for a donut right now? That we REALLY need to clean out our closets? Or maybe the most important boring thing of all? I am PMSing.

Dead Tired

Already I am dead tired. It is my own fault, I stayed up late working last night to get some drawings checked. I could have done it earlier and gotten to bed at a more reasonable time but that would have meant not surfing the web while watching TV.

There were however a couple of good things about yesterday. Somehow I avoided PMS meltdown, which could be because none of the people who generally stress me out were in the office yesterday. It could also be due to my current type of pills, maybe meltdown day has been moved to Tuesday, which wouldn't be good news because I already feel meltdown like. Cramps, intense hunger, constant thoughts of chocolate. None of which are good. Some of which are very, very bad.

The other good thing, I got a phone call last night at about 7:14pm (he, he) last night from the HR lady I was talking to back in October, and they were checking to see if I was still looking, still interested blah blah. Which is great because I am. So I told her about the vacation and she is going to see if she can set something up for me with the hiring manager for this other position for me while we are out there. And the best part, she was telling me what great things people out there have been saying about me! How they really need to get me out there and how impressed they were with me! It's always nice to hear stuff like that!

Okay definately moved to Tuesday, now I am craving chocolate and peanut butter, I can't stop thinking about it. I just want a 1.5 lb bag of Cadbury Mini eggs, and a big jar of jif with a spoon! CRAP!!!

Happy Halloween

The hiring manager finally returned my phone call from last Thursday, yesterday afternoon. She didn't have anything new to report though, still between me and one other person. She is having a hard time setting up a meeting with two of the interviewers, she hopes to get those done soon, and have a decision by the end of next week. Which would be lovely but I am not holding my breath.

Tonight I am going up to NY, to hang out alone (hopefully) in Mike's apartment. He has a new roommate, some guy who Ian is letting sublet the room downstairs. I am a little nervous about that since I have never met him and Mike can't even remember his name! Anyway I plan to do a little yoga, watch The O.C. First Season on DVD and bake cookies! Tomorrow morning while Mike is sleeping I want to clean his apartment and maybe do some pilates. Sounds like a lot of fun right? Tomorrow night we are going out to celebrate Mike's birthday and I am going to wear my

Marc Jacobs peep-toed pumps! YEAH!! I don't care what else I wear as long as I get to wear those shoes! I don't plan to drink if I can avoid it, one there are TOO many calories and I am trying to be good about that leading up to the holidays and two I can't expect to walk drunk in 4 inch heels! Though the alcohol might distract me from the pain in my feet! We are going to start at his place at like 7pm and be out a while I guess, I hope I don't fall asleep at a bar! I also plan tomorrow to surprise Mike with coffee from Starbucks before he wakes up. Partly because I want another pumpkin scone for breakfast, and partly because I know he likes fancy coffee! Maybe I will get him a scone too!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

I am on a little bit of a smiley binge, want to see my favorite ones?





And they are all about food, what does that tell you? That I am PMSing and wanting chocolate maybe!

Cranky

Umm, yeah I am just cranky. And I am going to go shoot myself now . . . or go eat a ton of chocolate to otherwise numb the pain.

Politics

Why is it that the writer of every blog I read is a Democrat? Is there no such thing as a Republican on the internet? I don't really care about other people's politics but I hate how they assume that everyone around them is one as well, and not only that but hates Bush! I am not going to say which blogs I am talking about because it is every one that I read. Is it so abnormal to be a Republican at the age of 26? Just like the people on the streets in Center City who ask me every day "Would you like to help get Bush out of office?" I know they are just trying to get people to register to vote but is that really the best way? One of these days (maybe today since I am PMSing) I am going to tell them, "Hell NO! I would like to KEEP Bush in office! I am a registered Republican and I plan to vote that way! SO SHUT THE HECK UP!" Won't they be surprised! I am just here to tell you not everyone is a Democrat! Even when they are young and trying to rebel. I have ALWAYS been a Republican and I always will be. I am anti-abortion, anti-government assistance (except in the worst cases, and with those people working to get out of it), anti-high taxes, anti-sex in the oval office (thank you Bill Clinton), pro-gay marriage (I know that doesn't fit with the others in general but it can!), anti-bringing in cheap drugs from Canada, pro-animal research (with regulation) but I never try to force those opinions on others. Nor do I assume that everyone (or at this point ANYONE) shares them!

So the concert was pretty good if you like that sort of thing. Mike really enjoyed it so that is the really important part.

My head hurts and I am ready to punch just about anyone who gets in range. The only good thing about my day is how cute the new snowglobe Mike got me in New Orleans looks with all it's friends.